Monday, November 26, 2007

Read m/m romance or gay literature?

Just a note in case anyone is interested. The first thing Fiona Glass did was apologise for her choice of title when she told me about this forum but it was all anyone could think of at the time and if you consider it, it's not easy to come up with something that suits. If you read m/m romance or gay literature in any shape or form you may want to drop by Read the Rainbow. You need to register if you want to actively take part, and be approved, but as far as she knows it's a unique forum, there to discuss only gay books. The rules are simple, no abuse, and be constructive in your criticism if you can. You can agree to disagree but we don't all like the same things and please respect another person's opinion.

Oh and one other rule, this is for print books only, simply to cut down on the number of books and make certain the forum doesn't get flooded with ebooks -- only members can list their ebooks in the appropriate section but the forum is open to readers and writers alike. This is not a promotional zone but to talk about books and recommend them to others and discover new ones. There aren't many participants yet but the forum is new and we've already listed some books you may not have thought of.

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Some little announcements

As this is usually just in information blog, I've not posted the details here but I had a family emergency a week ago and the fright of my life. It's been that Thanksgiving time in America, and I now know more than ever that I have a lot to be grateful for.

It's Saturday November 24th and means that Literary Nymphs is hosting a chat! Come join Sharon Maria Bidwell (errr.... that's me), Jet Mykles, Stephanie Vaughan, Anne Cain, Joely Skye, Luisa Prieto and Matthew Haldeman-Time with the possibility of Michael Barnette, Katrina Strauss, Jules Jones and Ally Blue dropping in. It starts at 9:00 am EST until the other lot stop. You know me. I'm on GMT time and means I'll pop in asap until dinner calls me. :o)

Where? http://groups.yahoo.com/group/LiteraryNymphsChat/

I'm also very pleased to say that Angel Heart has received two great reviews. Actually, I'm not sure if I've mentioned the Joyfully Reviewed comment before. I don't think I have. Sometimes I find them before our review co-ordinator, but the book cravings review is definitely new.

Joyfully Reviewed says that 'I liked the honesty between Jay and Dean, as well as the realism of the story.' You can read the full review by clicking here.

Book Cravings reviews has this to say: It's a wonderfully crafted and well described passionate story filled with sizzling hot love scenes that readily showed the affection these two men had for each other. And call it a tightly constructed novella. You can read the full review by clicking here.

Friday, November 16, 2007

A few nice mentions

Gawd, we writers are a fickle bunch. Now. I have a fairly thick skin. I've written many short stories for small press so I learned very early on how to deal with being ignored, receiving rejection, and negative comments. There's the upside to all this as well. There are the acceptances, the editors who say 'Wow, I've got have this'. There are the moments when a reader bothers to track you down and tell you they like your work, and there are good reviews, particularly if someone strikes an intuitive note and you can shout 'YES!' while pumping your fist in the air, "That is exactly what I meant."

Still, no matter how thick a skin we harness, there are the moments when you get a bad comment and, if only for a split second, we want to stomp around the room, grumbling what an idiot that person is, why they just don't see your 'vision' and asking don't they appreciate how much hard work went into this -- all of which may be true, although I would advise any writer to listen to the negatives as you may learn something and improve. Still, there's that flash of disgruntlement no matter how well we've learned to handle the situation. If you get a bad comment there's that split second of thinking "I'm useless. Why did I ever think I can write?" All you can do is think of all the poorly written books out there that critics heaped with praise and that made a certain person an household name and very, VERY rich. You learn to accept that there is no true rhyme or reason to the book world.

Toss the coin and there are the days you get great comments and you think "Ha, I knew I was right all along." Writers do get dragged through hedges a bit. Surprisingly, though, there's also that moment of shock when the good comments come through. You might even be a more humble writer who sits there wondering if you deserve it. It might even make you blink in shock. Or maybe it's just me, as I've never been able to take praise easily. Truly, ask anyone who has known me for more than a couple of days and they'll tell you the same thing they've said to my face. Whether it's praise for my work or how I look, or what I'm wearing (which is admiring your choice and decision making), and I'll probably mumble a thanks and look at my feet.

Still, I'm a writer now and part of my job is to face the world when such things happen. I'm happy to say I've got three 'good' things to report.

The first is I'm in a chat the other day and Lena Austin is there. Now I have a great deal of respect for Lena. Visit her website and she'll not only openly tell you she writes politcally incorrect and without shame, but among her chequered past she calls herself a fallen society wench and a BDSM mistress. This woman probably knows more about people, the world, and sex, then I ever will. She also has a fabulous imagination. I remember when I first had to write a bio for Loose-Id. I had read Lena's work and I thought 'I'm so boring compared to her.' In the chat, I posted a short excerpt from 'A Slow Fuzzy Screw' and Lena said she had to fan herself down. There was also a reference to a towel but I won't go into that here. I had one of those surprised moments where I thought 'Lena can't mean it'. I thanked her, to which she replied: 'Girl, I knew very early on you were good. Sandra is a tough cookie to crack.' Sandra is... a tough cookie. She's the founding editor of Aspen Mountain Press and where you'll also find my aforementioned novellette. I thought Lena likes my work, and had one of those 'I want to stand up and bounce around' moments. Reviewers are great, comments from readers the best, but there's a third kind of praise from your peers and I can tell you it doesn't suck!

I've another couple of reason to 'bounce'. Author Melissa Gilsan has given my other novellette (also available from Aspen) a great little review on her blog, in which she says: "I'll be honest, I'm picky and don't often read historical romances but I picked this one up and wasn't disappointed." Of course, "Rose Light" isn't just an historical but a dark re-telling of a famous fairy-tale.

And I've had a great review for Angel Heart at Joyfully Reviewed, in which they say: I liked the honesty between Jay and Dean, as well as the realism of the story. While there isn't a ton of action in this book, there is a lot of inner conflict, especially for Dean. Ms. Bidwell's realism and characterization really drew me in, making the simple storyline very engaging. If you liked Snow Angel and want to know what happened with Jay and Dean, pick up Angel Heart.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Check out my character interview!

Okay, I will post this on my myspace page sometime next week, but if you can't wait to read it, get over to 'In Their Own Words', a new blog where m/m romances authors get the chance to interview their characters. You can check out what my 'Dean' from 'Snow Angel' had to say.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Chatting and looking for one of those thingies...

I must be mad. I remember this time last year and I said to everyone remind me not to have a book out over Christmas as it's just too much work. It was, so this year, especially as its our turn to visit the inlaws for the holidays I worked everything out so that I wouldn't have a new work out until next year. It's just as well because it's still a busy time of year. There are a lot of author chats going on -- message loops where you get to have a laugh, joke and promote your work, and yes, it's fun, or can be, but being on another time zone to my US publishers it can be difficult for me and it is hard work. Come to think of it, it's exactly like writing -- hard work and fun at the same time.

So I started out with three upcoming chats, agreed to another, making it four, did one last week, have agreed to another, so no, hang on, and another, so have five ahead, or is it four? No, it's five.

Later today I'll be at Literary Nymphs for an Aspen Mountain Press chat. On the 16th, Aspen is at Coffee Time Romance readers group -- just one of many they have. Then I'm doing another chat at Literary Nymphs on Thanksgiving, with the m/m writers group, and before then on the 19th, I've agreed to share a chat with a good friend and writer, J.M.Shyder. I'll announce details this weekend.

Whoops, no, it's six. I've also said I'll pop into D.J.Manly's group on December 8th.

Then there's the monthly Loose-id chat on the love romances group, but that's the start of the month and I may not be able to do the December one. In other words, I'm busy. I'm also busy trying to sort out a story.

Wanted: slightly soiled, don't mind if also slightly used, one of those um... what do you call them...? Oh you know, those pesky things. Oh yeah, they call em plots!

I'm not really feeling lazy, I just want to be.

Thursday, November 08, 2007

My review for "In The Blood" by Rick R.Reed

Quite simply, I love this book. I’ve read Rick R.Reed’s I.M. and thought it was good, if you like or can stomach the horror/thriller genre, but truly “In the Blood” needs to be considered on its own merits. I only mention previous work for comparison. Ask Rick and he’ll tell you that he’s written other books since then and while, if you’ve a taste for a horror-thriller, and aren’t squeamish, then I.M. is still a good read, “In the Blood” stands head and shoulders over the older work in my opinion.

“In the Blood” is the story of Edward, Maria, and Terence, vampires all, and Elise, the human who initially catches Terence's eye, and the attention of Maria. For Elise, working the streets, the idea of finding affection with a female makes perfect sense. Her story also mirrors the past reflections of Edward's once human life and unfulfilling relationships, including the fact that Terence initially entices them both. In many ways, Elise and Edward have more than their love of art and their creativity in common.

If you’ve never read Rick Reed before, it may surprise you to find that, if he feels it suits the story, he does write chapters in alternating styles, including points of view and tenses, although I now think of it as very much something he handles well and I quickly grew used to it. In addition, the author has a good command of each method, proving that he knows what he is doing and has chosen to do it with a purpose. Even if you dislike the switch, the story is simply a must-read.

A personal reason why this book had such an impact on me is that all too often vampires have conformed to a romantic image, which is fine for a certain type of story. The trouble is that it's all too easy to forget they originate from a darker idea. They were human once with everything that encompasses human qualities and flaws. Consider a Vampire is a creature with all this human capacity for greatness and weakness coupled with physical power, unrestrained emotions, and a thirst for blood.

Although I'm a sucker (pun intended) for a silly or sweet vampire love story as much as anyone is, I've always wanted to read something that depicted vampires as the creatures they should be: less than human, more than monsters. I've often longed to write (or read) a book capturing the essence of Dracula, but I never followed this idea through because I've always wondered even if I could create such a story where would it find an audience? The closest I’ve come to a similar theme was with a short story ‘Effigy in Garnet’ published in Aoife’s Kiss. Truly too vicious to be a love story and too much love to be horror, how could you capture that essence, and where would you market it?

This is precisely what Rick pulls off. Vampires endure in our mythos and our psyche because they are representations of our most basic needs and wishes. They encompass anger, desire, sex, power (even if only physical for self-defence), and yet they pull at our emotions because they also represent our fears: addiction, isolation, love lost or never found, and selfishness. The vampire’s only redeeming quality is the search for love, but can such a monster truly love or be loved? The mere idea of affirmation gives us hope.

“In The Blood” captures this. Is it a love story? Yes, absolutely, though you may be wondering how to the very last page. If, however, you're expecting to be romanced, think again. Rick writes thrillers and is not afraid to include the gore and blood. The story is harrowing as much for the vampires as for their victims.

I sympathised for Elise but she is human. She has choices, although some are a question of choosing the lesser evil as can happen all too often in life. Some may be a question of swallowing pride, and I instinctively felt that Elise needed to sink to the depths of despair in order to find her way out. Still, a sense of hope lingers over her.

Terence you want to love. You long for him to be other then he is. You long for him to show Edward a degree of kindness. You don't want to believe that someone so devastatingly handsome and so charismatic can be so dark. Yet he remains undeniably seductive; he makes you want to reach out and touch that darkness.

Maria I didn't want to like. She seemed aloof, unknowable, untouchable. In some ways, she remains the greatest enigma of all.

Ultimately, my sympathies lie with Edward. He is the most tragic figure of the book, and not solely because you can’t help feeling frustrated with Terence’s obvious and evil delight in seducing him. Edward longs for acceptance and is denied at every turn. Denied love, denied the life he should have lived. You are left wondering if he'll be denied what he has left of his humanity, which after being a Vampire for less than a century he still clings to.

Undoubtedly, though, you'll connect with these characters on many different levels. They represent many different traits of humanity. This is a seductive and thought-provoking read. It not only asks what we would do for love but also explores the very condition of being in love. It begs the question what is love and what does it mean to you?

In this manner, the author puts the same sex theme to good use, either intentionally or inadvertently raising the bar on how we view love. This is very much a multi-layered story, where the reader needs to examine what lies beneath the action on the page. Nevertheless, sexual preference has no bearing on whether you will enjoy this book. It's an exploration of love rather than sex.

Visit Rick's website or myspace page.

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Tada!

At 90,000 words Comet 3 and the trilogy is finished. I'll let it sit for a couple of weeks before a final read-through and then submit.

Feeling strangely bereft, even oddly nostalgic. If they take it I'll have to go through edits with this so it's not as if it's out of my life yet, but I've worked on this for so long it feels peculiar to finish. I've got other things to work on, maybe even a spin-off, but it won't be these guys that I've loved for so long. I first had the idea over two years ago, and wrote the first line one sunny day in June.


That's it. Just a short blog. Just a short yayyyy!!! I'm slumped over the keyboard. I have nothing else left in me for today.

Monday, November 05, 2007

Any questions for Dean (Snow Angel)

Okay, I was in the midst of doing this anyway, but there's now a site where I can post an interview with a m/m character, so if any of you have a question you would like to pose to my character Dean from Snow Angel/Angel Heart, then please do so and I'll get right on it.

You can comment here or send me a message via my email if you know it, the form on my links page at my website or via myspace.

It may sound silly but it's great fun and I'll post it up when I'm done.

In the meantime, I'm working out all the niggles in Comet 3. I'm on schedule to sub the initially complete manuscript at the end of the month. Yayyy!

Thursday, November 01, 2007

He Looks My Way...

Check out my short piece of gay flash fiction "He Looks My Way" at... well, gayflashfiction. Click on 'stories' and go down the page a little way. You can't miss me.

Go. Go on. Go read it. That's an order! LOL.

Actually, not sure the piece is as feverish as I'd hoped but I was restricted by word length. Enjoy!